Thursday, May 2, 2013

Till death do us apart....


Death is a fascinating phenomena. You may think that it is cold and colorless, on the contrary, its mere presence brings out life and emotions around it. If you ever observe death, you'd see life thriving around it. People are uncomfortable, they are in a rush to carry on with the mundane routine that now suddenly has an exotic quality, almost as though the routine is now a luxurious privilege. The urge to validate our own life; our own existence, increases manifolds. We cry, some laugh; we pity the latter, but to think death can have that hold on our emotions, the strength to wrench open our inner box and gush out everything inside us without self-control leaves me baffled

Nothing spells finality like does death. That may explain why some people are afraid to look at a dead person while some cannot take their eyes off. Death is woven into every thread of the fabric of our lives and unavoidable; which is to say death is not the end of our lives, but a part of it. I understand now, why some people celebrate death, for it deserves as much acknowledgement as life.

Fearing the inevitable is futile; revelling in it not only brings peace, but helps us understand ourselves. 


Friday, October 19, 2012

I never knew going to church was this fun..

So...yeah




I swear to God (oh the irony of it!) this is an actual poster inviting people to embrace religion.... very clever...or stupid should I say ..now I'm confused.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Despair


The momentary soothing, 
the smoke courses through my body 
burning holes, it reaches my soul 
I will myself to open my eyes 
but I give up ‘cos I can’t

I can feel the hot tracks 
my face merges with the tears 
the sweet sadness touches my lips 
I will myself to open my eyes
but I give up ‘cos I can’t

I started out with hope 
I started out with faith 
now I embrace the darkness
I will myself to open my eyes 
but I give up ‘cos I can’t

I scavenge for moments of peace
I starve for bits of laughter 
I’ve been feeding on despair far too long
I will myself to open my eyes 
but I give up ‘cos I can’t

Anguish


I peel off all the emotions,
one by one, they slither to the ground
Of all of them, sorrow clings on to me.
I pull, I yank, I put all my strength 
it rips my flesh off, exposing the bones  
I can hear my wound scream
spewing out the hatred, 
and I lay on the floor, in the pool of my blood
spent, exhausted, light, dreamless.

Helpless


On a cobbled stone path 
I stand alone 
I see no one 
But I hear a groan 
Oh wait! That’s just I 
wanting to ‘be’;
a desperate cry !
I feel a pain 
But I know not the hurt 
Is it a trick?

I try to move 
But I cannot walk 
I try to speak 
But I cannot talk 
I stare in despair 
As the sun sinks low;
the day comes to an end 
I feel a pain 
But I know not the hurt 
Is it a trick?

Numb


In the pool of tears
A new me is born
I don't feel the hurt
I don't feel the pain
I just wait
For the numbness
It guides me 
through my morbid self